The reason behind the "Insomniac"
No... it is not because i like the term or the name or the label..... or whatever it is you want to call it..... in fact i hated it as much as i hated exams.....
Is 2.54 a.m. now and i am here blogging which i never usually do at this time of the day..... to add on to the fact, i have my Company Law exam tomorrow.....i think it is more like TODAY..... 
I can never sleep when i am nervous or excited or whatever shit you can think of lar.....
This semester is going to end after the clock in the exam room ticks at 5.00 p.m. sharp where i put my pen down and reflect on what i done in the exam. Ok... scrap the reflection part because i wont be doing it this time...... THIS IS MY LAST PAPER...!!!! This is gona cause me to extra CANNOT SLEEP.... because i am too excited to finish my exams..... FINALLY....!!!
For the past 2 papers..... it was even worst where i did not even sleep at all the night before..... not as in those slept for 2 hours but then still sleepy type of thing..... I REALLY DID NOT SLEEP AT ALL......
May i also add that i did not even slept much in my studying period because i am too stressed out..... every night i have only the most 4 hours sleep...... SERIOUS LAR..... and that lasted for 2 weeks..... the result of that is having extra red dots on my face and not to mention UGLY EYE BAGS.....!!!
Is 3.07 a.m right now...... which means i have 3 more hours to sleep because i suppose to wake up at 6 a.m. to continue studying where i left off yesterday... which i reckon will never happen because i am totally emo and confused and stressed and more emo and lonely cause my baby is not here with me..... haih.... FUCK lar..... i really dont want to be in this situation.........!!!!!!!!
GOD.... please please please save me from drowning......!!! |