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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 05:48:14 GMT

If anyone is still interested from this moment henceforth, please direct yourself to:

www.blackischic.blogspot.com

Friday, October 05, 2007

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 06:19:53 GMT

Flashbacks

Sorry for the long absence....

I took a glimpse of the old life i once had......

and did not realise how much i missed it until now......

A tad bit of that familiar steps would be nice just for now......

If only you would understand......

I miss these people so much right now..... because only they can know the truth......

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 05:28:25 GMT

Wish List

If I were to ask something from my Daddy for good results.....

IT WILL BE A CHANEL BAG!

Speaking of which..........

I really really really want those Louis Vuitton leather cuffs! Do you think it's worth it to get?

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Its under fancy jewelry

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 05:34:54 GMT

To make things even more official......

They sent me an OFFER LETTER....!!!!

What am I going to do???

Maybe i shall just wait and see.....

Till then..........

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 09:38:59 GMT

Dilemma

Do I really wanna be an ACCOUNTANT?????????????????

but but but..... I really wish I could be like Michelle with her creative mind and her million dollars pair of hands......Yeah..... I think so too.... probably NOT...... because I will landed up getting demoralized because of the lack of skills and the lack of support and the lack of Oommphhhh that she so miraculously possess...... which btw had launched a new site with her very HOT housemates..... see for yourself..... it is by far one of the coolest blogs ive ever visited CLICK HERE

But thats not the point of this post anyway..... I have been beating my brains out these past few days just to write a PERFECT RESUME and a PERFECT COVER LETTER with a not so PERFECT ACADEMIC TRANSCRIPT for my co-operative job next year which i sooo reluctantly wanna participate.....

I ADMIT I AM SO NOT READY TO ENTER THE WORKFORCE......!!!!!!!!! PLEASE EXEMPT ME LAR SINCE INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS ARE SOOO "NOT WELCOME" TO WORK IN AUSTRALIA.......!!!! HMMPHHH.....!!!!!

Afterall....... I am still asking myself whether Can I really be an Accountant...???

Monday, July 09, 2007

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 16:07:45 GMT

I used to be good at it

I used to enjoy it to some extent

I used to be able to cope with it

I used to be discipline when it comes to it

I used to be able to handle all the stress that it gave me

Although i know GOD has done His part and has pardon my sin for this round

I know

I have lost touch of it

I realise i can never STUDY like the way i did before

If only i have access to another dimension that could demonstrate the art of studying

Forgive me Daddy and Mummy for i have sin

I really wanted to achieve the expectation you expect of me

7 long years you have to suffer just to see me become the person you and I wanted me to be

BRING BACK MY INNOCENCE

Friday, June 22, 2007

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 15:52:27 GMT

I have suffer for this

I have shed blood sweat and tears for this

I have lost many precious moments for this

I have worked my ass off for this

I HAVE COME THIS FAR

I shall learn to appreciate it because it is not going to be here long

I shall not give up

I shall treasure every moment I have HERE

All i want now is to know how to use it to the fullest

If only things had remained the same!!!

25 January 2006

November 16th 2005

Somewhere in December 2005

December 2005

31st December 2005

5th January 2006 - My birthday

The past will remain in my memory forever.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:23:24 GMT

THATS IT.....!!!!

I AM COMING BACK HOME...........!!!

Ohhh.....

CONGRATULATIONS BABY.....!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID IT......!!!!

HOPE TO SEE YOU BACK HOME SOON AS WELL......!!!!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 16:15:27 GMT

The reason behind the "Insomniac"

No... it is not because i like the term or the name or the label..... or whatever it is you want to call it..... in fact i hated it as much as i hated exams.....

Is 2.54 a.m. now and i am here blogging which i never usually do at this time of the day..... to add on to the fact, i have my Company Law exam tomorrow.....i think it is more like TODAY.....

I can never sleep when i am nervous or excited or whatever shit you can think of lar.....

This semester is going to end after the clock in the exam room ticks at 5.00 p.m. sharp where i put my pen down and reflect on what i done in the exam. Ok... scrap the reflection part because i wont be doing it this time...... THIS IS MY LAST PAPER...!!!! This is gona cause me to extra CANNOT SLEEP.... because i am too excited to finish my exams..... FINALLY....!!!

For the past 2 papers..... it was even worst where i did not even sleep at all the night before..... not as in those slept for 2 hours but then still sleepy type of thing..... I REALLY DID NOT SLEEP AT ALL......

May i also add that i did not even slept much in my studying period because i am too stressed out..... every night i have only the most 4 hours sleep...... SERIOUS LAR..... and that lasted for 2 weeks..... the result of that is having extra red dots on my face and not to mention UGLY EYE BAGS.....!!!

Is 3.07 a.m right now...... which means i have 3 more hours to sleep because i suppose to wake up at 6 a.m. to continue studying where i left off yesterday... which i reckon will never happen because i am totally emo and confused and stressed and more emo and lonely cause my baby is not here with me..... haih.... FUCK lar..... i really dont want to be in this situation.........!!!!!!!!

GOD.... please please please save me from drowning......!!!

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 03:36:16 GMT

There is only one more to go....!!!!!

Please please please stay with me a little longer......!!!!!!!!!!

Somehow..... i just couldn't seem to bring myself closer to my goal.....!!!

Why why why.......??????? I am in real need of motivation..........

What is up with me these few months....!!!